对不起...我想你

对不起...我想你
sorry...
but i can't stop missing u...


有很长的一段时间....
我不能翻阅我们之间的照片...
因为...
我不想哭...
不想难过...
因为对着照片掉眼泪并不适合我....

有一段很长的时间....
我没有办法去到我们曾经去过的场所...
因为回忆太拥挤...
而当众流泪会让我看起来很神经....

有很长的一段时间...
我不能够说出你的名字...
连听都不能听那种...
因为我知道我会哭...
未语而泪先流那种...

这句话只适合我写...
而不适合我做...
可是我其实一直在哭...
一直在心里哭...

我不知道为什么我要这样做...
人前欢笑人后落泪...
我只知道你对我而言不一样...
不...
是很不一样....

如果我够坦率...
我想亲口对你说声谢谢
没有和你的过去...
谢谢我们爱过...
谢谢你...
让我学会爱...

在未来的日子里...
我们有没有机会相爱
我不知道
一切就交给上天安排....



一时间很想写点东西...
u tell me tat u will be back on 26 nov...
i wonder should i go n meet u... reli long time didnt see loh
although sometimes we chat at msn
but face to face i reli duno
wat should i speak to u
wat should i do
how can i face u???

Happy birthday

my 18th birthday..
1 year older.. 1 year wiser....
cant always say i m 17 year old liao...
must be more mature in thinking n action
haha
so nice when say..
duno reli can do mah...
kaka
wake up morning
go play badminton
but i didnt play
jus sit n watch
hving breakfast near sch...
roti canai


ltr afternoon...
go out wiv fren..
abt 4 smthg
go out wiv dear wEi...
she drive n send me...
we go tanjung
eat rojak n 5 xiang...
long time didnt go out alone wiv wEi liao...
reli long long long time...


nite time...
hang out wiv grace.. apple... meng meng n ah yau...
apple car bump wiv the rock beside road..
kemek a bit..
haiz
wil scold by her mum liao
we go Saban Awon...
reli nice place
nice for chat wiv fren n relax..
haha
reli surprise when apple.. meng n yau took candle upstair 4 me..
although no birthday cake
i m so touch wiv them
tis is the 2nd time they give me surprise..
like me say...
'' Once fren, forever FRIEND!!! ''
haha
so touch leh
they give a pair of Nike shoe
wil upload ltr in facebook...


so nice..
so touch..
i appreciate the bond of frenship between us
although some fren cant celebrate wiv me together...
anyway..
thx all wishes from all fren...
haha

by Jying 16 october 2009 11pm

birthday coming soon

soon..
wil celebrate my 18th birthday..
finally the day is coming
tis year me plan celebrate at Saban Awok tis friday...
togther wiv my geng member...
jus few ppl onli lah..
go there eat eat seafood loh...
last year.. we hving the party at Grace hz
eat steamboat...
cant forgot those memory...
got 2 birthday cake last year..
so happy...
hoping tis year wil more happy than year before...

pS:: i wonder u stil rmb my birthday...
would u celebrate wiv me together???

MUet speaking

hving my test on 2day...
me is in 3rd group
enter the exam room at 9.30am..
my title is
'' wat is ur opinion about fair n open-minded quality in leadership quality???''
i m 4th candidate in the group
luckily my muet teacher give us the similar task b4..
me done quite well in the exam..
hoping tat me can get band 4..

mooncake festival

celebrate mooncake festival yesterday nite
hving bbq in my hz
invite few ppl onli
apple.. ah yau.. yion.. denise.. little cow.. 2 jie.. jenny
haha..
quite crazy...
big smoke in my hz
neighbour though my hz on fire dy...
wahaha
eat bbq chicken.. spageti.. hot dogs n fishball...
so nice gethering..
photo wil upload on facebook later...